Monday, January 9, 2012

Love Me A New Scarf

Whit is Briana's age, but closer to Ashtyn's size.  She's a lovely woman, and she has very graciously given Ashtyn many pre-loved clothes.  Ashie is always well-dressed (although for her birthday last year she asked if she could have just a FEW brand-new clothes).  :)

Whit decided to move into an apartment with her friend, so she has spent the last few weeks going through her stuff, deciding what was good enough to be kept and moved and what needed to go.  So Bri and Sass went to Whit's this week to go through the pile.

What I got out of the deal was a great bag (it's red and gold and it's perfect for my scriptures--hooray!) and a new scarf.  I am not now, never have been, and never will be a fashionista.  But I love how a scarf can put some color into any drab outfit.

Today's ensemble is black on black, with this GREAT purple-and-gray-with-leopard-print scarf.  When I put it on for church yesterday I remembered a brooch of my grandma's that I have had in my jewelry box forever.



Aren't you glad I shared?  Thought you would be...

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Sharing A Memory. And Starting A New Year.

When I taught preschool, a new year was always an eye-opener.  For one thing, the children were always excited about everything we did and I was ALL kinds of cool.  By the end of the year, that's not always the case.  (Weird, right?)

The other thing that amazed me each year was the realization of just how much last year's preschoolers had learned. 

And now I was starting over.

This year I am teaching the CTR 6 class.  Again.  These kiddos can't read yet.  They don't know how to find scriptures.  They don't know to BRING their scriptures.  They don't know my name.  They don't know that they are old enough to raise their hands and go to the bathroom between class time and sharing time.  On the other hand, the prayer / line leader chart is exciting and I am very cool.

I'm so excited for the new Primary year!

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Panic Mode

My least favorite thing about the class I've been enrolled in since September is that I feel like every other week I am in panic mode.  Each task has been difficult, and now I'm on the last task, the culmination of all the other tasks.  It's huge.  It's daunting.  I went into freeze frame for the last two days.  But today I decided to roll up my sleeves and just try to start.

It feels like I did a lot.  It feels like I barely scratched the surface.  It feels like I'm completely alone in this.  Ugh! 

Technically, I have till February 25 to finish this class.  But the next class has team exercises (Guess what?  I don't like team exercises.  Clearly, I am not a team player.), and it starts a week from Monday.  Oh, how I would love to be finished with Financial Analysis before Leadership starts.

Panic!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Happiness Is...

Cute fingernails.
A great color of lipstick.
Texts from people you love.
Mail.  Real life mail.
Email.  I like that, too.
Laughing so hard your sides ache.  Any laughter, actually.
Perfectly-popped popcorn.
A book of your choosing and a nice warm blanket.
Completing a project.
Lunch with a friend.
Burnt almond fudge ice cream.
Super-long icicles.
Tulips.
Snow that sticks to each individual branch and twig.
The sun so warm it makes your cells dance.
Children who wave at you, whether they know you or not.
Finding something you lost.
Giving the perfect gift.
Sleeping without interruption and waking on your own.
Crossing the start line and knowing you can do it.
Crossing the finish line and not having to do it any more.
Making your entire journey without having to stop at a red light.
NOT wearing nylons.
Family prayer when we're all awake.
A cancelled meeting.  Better yet, a meeting NOT scheduled!
Clean teeth.
Itmes spelt cureckly.
All things Harry Potter.
Finding money in my pocket.

My life.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Happy New Year

Last year I used my blog to "cheat" and see what I had done during the year.  Today it struck me that I haven't given much thought to how the year went or what I hope/plan to do during 2012.  So here I am, thinking things through.

One of the best things to happen this year was that I fell in love with my job.  I was able to move past the disappointment of leaving my previous job and come to enjoy what I am doing.  Of course, that all came AFTER I started my MBA.  :)  I guess I still don't really know what I want to do when I grow up, but maybe I'll be an administrative assisntant forever.  An administrative assistant with an MBA, because Spencer won't let me quit.  *rude!*

I don't know which came first--loving my job or loving the people--but whichever it is, I seriously love many of the people I work with.  Celebrating the marvelous people helps me some with dealing with the people who drive me crazy.  So goal #1 (which will be an ongoing thing forever, because I'm basically shallow) is that I am going to try to stop complaining so much, especially ab out people and the things they do.  The good news is that there are many wonderful people doing a variety of marvelous things, so I will try to focus more on that.

Goal #2 is that school thing.  *sigh*  I wish I could say I love it, but I seriously don't.  It's really, really hard to stay focused on school when there are so many other things going on at home.  I'd really rather be watching TV or reading a book or even running (it's clearly January 1  :)  ) than having to study.  I think that realistically I will not finish school during the 2012 school year, mainly because of financial restraints; but I hope by the middle of 2013 to be completely finished and ready to walk.

Briana will leave on her mission on February 15th, and Taylor now just has to go to the doctor (tomorrow morning) and the dentist before his paperwork will be completed.  We are seriously THRILLED with our children's decisions to serve the Lord as missionaries for our church, and we are filled with faith that everything will go well for us while they are away.  I'm not sure how that is going to happen financially, exactly, but it will happen. 

Which brings me to another goal for 2012:  Get my spending under control.  That is going to mean work on my part.  I'll need to make lunches.  I'll need to mend clothing.  I'll need to make dinners.  I'll need to plan gifts.  I don't have the best track record, so this is going to be hard.

Of course, what look forward would be complete without the fitness stuff?  Yes, I need to exercise.  Yes, I need to get fit.  As part of that, though, I REALLY need to be better about what I eat.  Each passing year my metabolism slows, and I just can't eat all that junk that I never used to think about.  Besides the weight gain, I know I would just plain feel better if  my nutrition were better.  This is also hard for me.

Looking back, I feel that 2011 was a beautiful year for us.  We are incredibly blessed.  I am optimistic that 2012 will be another fabulous year.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

I Am a Pinterest Addict

On vacation, this is how my mornings look:

Wake up.  Whenever (glorious!).  Let Marshall outside, then love on him a little bit when he comes back in.  Grab a bowl of dry cereal, get back in bed, and turn on the computer.

Check my work email for anything interesting.  (Hooray for Nanci!  Hang in there, Amber.  Hi, Dad!  Thanks, Aunt Cathi!)

Go to my blog and check in on my friends and the people I stalk.

Check Facebook.

Pinterest.  Pinterest for a while.  Then a while more.  Dream of all the marvelous things I can do to my house.  Consider starting next year's ornaments.  Think I should maybe get up out of bed and MOVE.  Nah.  Pin.  Pin some more.

Yesterday I thought, "I should actually do something I pinned." Spencer said, "What's a vacation if you don't do something fun with your sister?"  So Briana and I went to the craft store and came home with paper, card stock, buttons, and ric-rac.  Also glue and adhesive.  We set up the banquet table in Mom and Daddy's family room, and we made cards.  My sister didn't make a card, but she visited with us, so that counts.  Nio made a card.  Seeley made several cards.  Seeley's friend made a card.  Seeley's friend's mom made a card.  Ashtyn made some, Breezy made some, and I made some.

Now I can go on Pinterest and move a couple of my pins to the "I Did That" board.  I'm cool like that.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

There Are Times When I Can't Wait to Be Just He and Me

Landon and Taylor are tired of this trip.  They want to go home.  Taylor is quiet about it.  He just sits like a bump.  It bugs me.  Landon, on the other hand, is very vocal about it.  It bugs me more.  Today I told Spencer we should just let them go home.  They are going to leave in the morning.  Is it bad that I'm kinda relieved?  The girls are opting to stay.  I'm glad they want to stay, but frankly, it would have been OK if they wanted to go home, too.

We planned to spend today in San Francisco.  We got on the freeway at 12:50 p.m.  Since it takes close to three hours to get to SF and park, we didn't have a lot of daylight time.  We had a nice dinner together at Wipe Out on Pier 39.  We looked in some shops.  We didn't go to Fisherman's Wharf.  We didn't go to Alcatraz.  We didn't go to Ghirardelli Square.  We didn't really go anywhere, because nobody can agree.  We did drive over the Golden Gate bridge and take the northern route home through wine country.  It was actually a really fun time together, but it seems a shame to go to San Fran and not get to see much of it.  The kids thought it was great, though.  They'll tell their friends they went to San Francisco (which they did), and they will feel great about that.

On the flip side, my sweetheart took my hand in the car.  Have you ever noticed how sometimes that is all you need?

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

You Know It's Time to Grow Up When

Today we took our family to the Sacramento Temple to do baptisms for the dead.  It was the first time we've all been in the temple at the same time.  It was lovely.

Afterward we had lunch together.  Five large bodies consume a lot of food.

We went to the Folsom outlets.  The boys "shopped" for about a half hour.  In a half hour, the girls had barely made a dent in the first store.  Finally we found some sensible but cute shoes for Sister Hill.  Then we went off to the next store.  After trying on approximately 15 outfits each, we finally purchased a skirt, blouse, and dress jacket for Sister Hill, a pair of earrings for Sassy, and a blouse for me.  The jacket was originally mine to try on.  I looked cute in it.  So did Bri.  She won.

I talked couponing for 45 minutes with my sister.  She is a master.  She is inspiring.  I just want her to do it for me.  :)

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

The Spirit of Christmas, the Spirit of Christ

On Christmas Day we got up earlier than we have in a while.  That is what happens when you are spending Christmas with small children.  We had a fun time watching the kids with their new toys and listening to their squeals of delight in what Santa Claus brought them. 

We opened thoughtful gifts from one another.  That is what happens when you are spending Christmas with older children.  We laughed at one another and wept with gratitude.

Then thirteen of us took turns in two bathrooms, showering, brushing teeth, doing hair and makeup, getting dressed in our Sunday best.  By 10:00 a.m. 18 of us were at Gramercy Court Care Facility, where my dad is the pastor each week in a short worship service.  We took turns singing Christmas songs to the residents of that facility.  Some hardly looked up.  Others clapped and sang along.  We passed out Christmas gifts (flashlights as a reminder to follow the Light of the World, small pictures of Jesus, and packets of Hershey's kisses) and shook hands and visited and said "Merry Christmas" dozens of time.

After about 45 minutes we changed into pants and went to North C Street, where ministries from the Sacramento area have set up all kinds of services for the homeless.  There are women's shelters, a preschool, a place for men to get clean, kitchens, medical clinics.  The City of Sacramento doesn't like this area.  They are afraid that if they create an organized place, the homeless will congregate there.  On this day, Pastor Joe's ministry was working with Loaves and Fishes to give sleeping bags and ground mats to the homeless.  There were about 300 sleeping bags donated.  We sang again, shook more hands, wished more Merry Christmases.

Then we followed Mo, who showed us the way he is spending his money, the way he chooses to minister for Jesus.  We toured the facility where homeless women can sleep and leave their children in a safe place and earn their GED, all without leaving the facility.  These women are told they are worthy of God's love, they are good, they are talented, and they are "potant!"  When they graduate, they get to go into the closet filled with formal dresses and shoes and choose an outfit.  A volunteer comes in and does their hair and makeup, and then they go downtown for a formal graduation ceremony.  They have their picture taken and their story written and posted on the wall.  (There are 800 of them!)  Then they come back and start looking for work.  Of the 41 (41!) women who graduated this fall, 22 got jobs.  When they get an interview, they go into a different closet and choose a business suit and shoes to wear to their interview.  They get a ride to the interview, during which they are told they are capable and worthy.

We saw people who were clearly mentally ill, mentally challenged, and/or addicts.  We also saw people who were good and kind and happy and, incidentally, homeless.

Perhaps most impressive was Mo, who has been involved in this "ministry" for nearly 20 years.  He, too, has seen many mentally ill people, many addicts.  He chooses, however, to focus on the people who clearly need the touch of the Master's hand--those who need to be told and shown that they are worth good efforts; those who need a little help in order to get on their feet.  He chooses to see in each face the face of one of Heavenly Father's children.  He chooses not to be jaded by those who are criminals.  He sees, instead, someone who might be brought into the fold of God.

Mo sees the truth.  I have been touched and changed.

Merry, merry CHRISTmas.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

In Which I Sing You a Song

Tomorrow!  Tomorrow!  I love ya, Tomorrow!