Spencer has told me that I would be a better widow than he would be. I tell him that if he's widowed he should re-marry quickly: not because he needs someone to take care of him, but because he has such a tremendous capacity to love.
My honey has been in Missouri for work this week. I have missed him. I especially miss him at night, when I'm out of things to keep me busy. There are many things that keep me busy; and let's be honest: I could curl up for HOURS with a book and consider myself busy.
But when the night comes, and it is time to call it day, I miss Spencer so badly I ache. I want to tell him every detail about my day, and I want to listen to the calm sound of his voice as he tells me about his. I can't get to sleep without him there, so I end up staying up late enough that my eyes feel like SAND so that when I actually do curl up (on my side of the bed) I will be too tired to think.
He was booked on a flight home today, but the flight was overbooked and he did not have a guaranteed seat. I was holding my breath to see if he would make it home today.
And he is! He got a seat, and he is in the air as we speak, headed back to me. Hooray!
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4 days ago
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